It's Cracking Up

It is not normal...Or cuma aku je rasa benda ni x normal..

Dia terlalu sibuk..

Sekarang dah punya hobi baru...bersukan badminton..bukan di depan rumah tetapi sanggup menyewa court semata2 nak main badminton...

As a woman, I am a little bit curios..

Was he there just because of badminton or definitely he's there sebab nak tengok perempuan-perempuan cantik main badminton in short pants with tight shirts..

I guess I am right.

And he's not denying at all...

Sometimes, I feel that I should stop the relationship because at one time I feel so irritating..

Because what? 

I know he's not completely loving me just because who I am..

He loves me because of another reasons...

The past that made him hold a grudge..

To me, to her..

And finally I am the one who falls for him and the anger, his anger passed to me..

That is why I know I am not his last love...

I am truly never be his true love..

Because  I know, he will be fall for another girl again and again and maybe never be able to loyal to one..

Tipu lah kalau dia tak rasa ape2 dengan kawan2 satu poli..yang lagi lawa2 dari aku...yang hebat2 dari aku..

sekarang pun lain...

Ntahla, aku pun dah xde hati nak cakap banyak..

SAKIT HATI TETAP AKU JUGAK!!